1 year ago
Overthinking
I've found my mind wandering to some pretty unpleasant places in the past few days, and I really am not happy about it. I've spent too long of a period of time thinking about these negative ideas, and I know that its starting to affect me. I know that some of my thoughts are just plain implausible, but its the ones that hit close to home that have been bugging me. Because I know that there's either an inevitability that they will happen in a period of time, or that they simply have a great chance of occurring. I think I just need to tell the world that my mind isn't a fun place right now. I know I'm overthinking right now. Its just a matter of time before I come to my senses and stop. And I'd like that to be now. I'll let you all know.
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I know exactly what you're talking about, mostly because I've been going through something similar over the past many weeks. I've been overthinking and worrying over even the smallest remarks and gestures, and it's making my life miserable. I can't promise that it will get better overnight, mostly because I'm not even sure I stand a chance of feeling normal again myself. But I know for a fact that you have plenty of friends (and a mighty fine special lady) who I'm sure would be more than willing to comfort you, and at least give you hope to hang on to. Whatever you do, just don't let it turn into night after night of endless tears. You're a good man, Athan. You have no reason to be unhappy :)
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