What's On My Mind

I have a million and one thoughts running through my head right now. Good, bad, neutral, hopeful, confused, and so much more. How is it that things could have gotten so out of control? How is it that I can feel like such a failure? How is it that I have no idea what's going to happen? How is it that I'm terrified of the future? How is it that someone I've known but for almost three weeks has become so important? How is it that I'm so screwed financially? How is it that I'm such a terrible player at this game called life? How is it that I keep on going? How is it that I know God will always be there for me and never leave me?

I know the answers to most of the questions, but some still allude me. Its been an emotional and draining day. I'm glad that God gave me a chance to rest tonight. I can't do this without Him. I've got a lot on my plate. Keep me on the right path God, I can't afford to stray.